My heart is breaking!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let it fall completely on God's trustworthy hands. I dont want to give up on having N. become a part of our family. I dont want to put away all his clothes, toys and blankets. I dont understand. I love this guy. LORD, please move. Time is running out. Reach down at this exact time and move. Only You can.
But I do not know the end. You do. I trust You. Please take care of N. Please take care of my heart.